everything is in the past. soo i abandoned xanga and left it for myspace =[ but as i was reading every little blog i wrote on here it`s like whaat i wrote that? i was hella stupid. i`m not even the same person anymore. if i could take everything back in past i would but the past is what makes you stronger. all its tears actually build you up. it`s all forgiven and forgotten...

i`m L word; in love

catch my drift? i love this girl. one thing im serious about and im hella sure about. no regrets no take backs with her. she helped through soo much she was down and there for me. its almost our two months. i dont care if people talk bad about me. shes not gonna be just another name in my blackbook. shes going to be my new chapter in my novel, my climax and my resolution. i hope she knows that =] i wish she knew how much i care and how much i feel for her. its hard to express it because its a long distance relationship. la to seattle. in two years ima move down there you guys. just so i can be with her and go to school ucla or stanford.

im no player...im downe and dedicated. i love you lauren